haunted ;
these 2 days have been quite terrible for me. ive been cold n antisocial. yeah itz cos of saturday tt ive drifted apart from some ppl. or rather ive pulled myself away. at least i feel slightly better aft talking to puiyeng abt it. ah shes like the onli person who's like realli still sticking by me even though i choose not to mix too much wif the rest of the ppl now.
im so so so glad tt this thurs is a holiday. even though theres no half day tmr afterall )= i guess i need a break. i wanted to go out de but i think i need some quiet time. haha. i feel so drained la. so tired of everything. so tired cos i dun see any point in the effort ive put in. so sick n tired of stuff tt im growing to b critical n irritable. i realised tt today =/ n im trying to stop it. at least i know how to shut up when im bushuang abt sth. ive been shutting up so much these 2 days anw. but itz bad too. cos when puiyeng talks to me i wld sometimes just nod.. haha. rarr. this has got to stop.
moreover ive been so screwed up in sch work. din do portfolio.. din study for gp test.. din do the biodata thing for gp. ALL gp. n theres a freaking big bio test next week.. bio n chem assignments due next week.. math n chem i totalli catch no ball already.. so im uh quite dead. the bio test result was disappointing too. 54%. tts a D. i realli realli need to do well for the next test.
haiya there r many ppl out there too who arent coping well either. but theres like no way we can help one another in. so uh. great. haha. all we can do is try n stick our friends in some way or another. n i realli appreciate the times in sch lah actualli. wif the ppl. esp s01. haha.
yeah today was kinda crazy. filmed cheryl hugging her file n sleeping wif her mouth open during math lecture.. puiyeng saboing n embarrassing me at the squash court.. n lots of other stuff.
sch may seem kinda dead to me now.. but i think itz just me. isnt sch like tt anyway? itz wad we make out of it. im looking forward to the end of the term too.
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